If you find it so offensive here, why do you spend all your time here? Masochistic? Add that to the list for your doc. Maybe your symptoms are all related? Have you wondered about that? Masochism, nasty red rash, inability to see what's in front of your nose, delusions of grandeur, loss of direction... Hmmm, I've heard of people suffering from similar symptoms...must be some form of viral outbreak based in south London...nasty. Good thing is it's rarely fatal, it just affects your mental stability for a while. If you'e lucky, senile dementia will take hold and then you'll start being more rational.